I have been thinking about how I love to have a plan, but the only plan right now is to wait. Randomly, I worked on my resume today. WHAT? WHY? I had not planned to work on it. It honestly did not ever dawn on me until about an hour ago. After I did it, I thought to myself, I need to be ready. I need to be ready for whatever the next step is in my journey. I need to be ready to be pregnant again so physically I need to get my strength up and get my house in order. I need to be ready job-wise in case one comes up so I need to have my resume updated. I need to be ready to be a stay-at-home mom so that means coming up with ways to entertain Lily and myself (some days I get SO BORED!) Whatever the plan is (obviously I am not sure what it is yet), mentally, physically, spiritually, I need to be ready to follow. So, I guess that means I am preparation mode. Interesting thoughts......If I can say so myself today (I guess I have to say so myself because not many people comment on this blog, which I am okay with, but I got used to having feedback almost every day!)
'This is the one about whom it is written, 'Behold, I send My messenger before Your face, who will prepare Your way before You,' (Matt. 11:10).
Off to have dinner with a friend. After Lily's fussy hour (because she didn't get her way about getting chocolate) today, I definitely need to get out tonight!
hi honey!
ReplyDeleteI love what you wrote and agree! Being ready is awesome. Being content in the moment goes perfectly with that, too. I think all the seasons of life are such a blend, really. I can see how parts of each are precious and so sweet and somehow the hard parts of them fade as time goes by. Anyway, I love you and today try eating a peanut butter slathered banana, standing at your kitchen counter while you catch your breath and organize your thoughts. Seriously, that is the yummiest kind of yoga. :)
Did you get my email about yoga? I'd love to have a weekly "Addie" day. XOXO